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Dapat na akong maligo pero eto ako at nagsusulat dito. Ang weird ko talaga. Kanina lang medyo masama ang loob ko dahil sa kapatid ko. Pero ngayon mukhang ok na ulit ako. Yun nga ang mahirap sa akin e, madaling mawala ang sama ng loob/galit ko. May umaabuso kaya? Pakiramdam ko meron na rin kahit paano.
Natuyuan ata ako ng likod. Sobrang init kasi e. Tapos pakiramdam ko ang hirap huminga. Baka matuloy na yung sakit na kahapon ko pa nararamdaman ah. huwag naman sana. Dahil gusto kong mag-enjoy ngayong summer. ayaw kong magkasakit.
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Nakabasa ako ng magandang one-shot ngayon galing sa shinhwa-sarang. Ang galing. Astig. Eto:
One Missed Call by Michele aka MrsLeeMinwoo@Shinhwa-sarang forums
It was she who started it. She saw him the first time in one of her lessons and she found him interesting. Being curious as she was, she made friends with him then falling in love with him. The pit she fell into was huge. She was insanely in love. They were apart by 3 years but age didn’t matter. All she knew, she loved him.
[Girl’s POV] How I wish you would just start talking to me. I can’t just keep taking the first step. I don’t want to lose you in the end. I have to do this. I don’t want to regret later on. Regrets are one of the worst emotions to actually experience on earth. Please… just respond.
[Boy’s POV]I know how desperate you are to get my attention. You think I don’t know? I do. I know. I can feel your presence everytime I see you. I love to have you around. You always bring joy with that smiling face of yourself. I can feel that you love me but I’m confused about my feelings.
Sent Text Message from Girl[Whenever you don’t want to reply my messages, at least give me a miss call. At least I know that you received my message and you can leave me to think by myself. I can start thinking things like you are not free or don’t want to reply or even the simplest reason that is you received the message]
Finally some time later, the got together without anyone knowing except their close friends. It started with the girl text messaging and calling the guy. And then… the guy responded. He started to realize, he was falling in love with her too. Time was running out. If he wanted this relationship, he had to start taking the first step. He decided.
Sent Text Message from Boy[I’ve decided. From the first day, I knew you were someone special. Although it’s a little too late but I finally realized, you are the one for me. Will you be mine? I can’t promise forever but for now I’ll love and treasure you.]
Soon… the day she feared was coming, the day where the guy had to leave school. She was in tears. He was in pain but what could they do? They promised each other that they would see other at least once a week. They decided they would try their best to maintain the relationship.
Sent Text Message from Girl[I missed you. It had been so long ever since we saw each other. Although its only one week but it feels like a century. I hope you have been taking care of yourself. I love you.]
Received : A missed call from Boy.Sent Text Message from Girl[It has been one month. Why aren’t we seeing each other? I tried calling you but you never ever picked up the phone. Call me. I missed you.]Received : A missed call from Boy.
Sent Text Message from Girl[I haven’t been seeing nor talking to you for almost a year. You haven’t been answering my messages and only replying with miss calls. Are you that busy? Does it take that much to just give me a call? What is wrong with you?]
Received : A missed call from Boy.
Sent Text Message from Girl[This is going to be the last time I’m sending you a text message. I’m going overseas to study. If you don’t want to talk to me anymore, just tell me. I will leave. Don’t leave me here in confusion. Please… ]
Received : Text Message from Boy[Tomorrow. 6pm. Leaf Café.]
The girl who was lost in confusion and shock for the past year decided to go.
When she arrived, she saw her boyfriend’s friend sitting there.
She saw a white porcelain jar sitting on the table.
She went closer.
He typed something in the phone he was holding, stood up and pushed the white jar towards her.
Her phone was alerted with a received text message.
Received : A Text Message from Boy[I won’t speak. Here on the table, this jar is filled with your boyfriend’s ashes. He died last year from cancer. He didn’t promise you forever because he knew that he was going to die soon. He didn’t want to hurt you. His last words to me were to return you a miss call whenever you messaged him. He said that a miss call can at least let you know he received the message. He loved you a lot. He really did.]
Sent : A Missed Call to Boy.She didn’t know what to reply, how to reply, who to reply.
She was lost.
He patted her shoulder and walked away from her.
It pained her. It pained her so badly. Even when he was going to die, he instructed his friend to miss call everytime she messaged him just to not worry her. She felt the anger and hurt inside. The negative emotions were all clogging up. It was like all mashed up and it resulted her to just drop to her knees to cry. He left her. She couldn’t feel his presence anymore.
He was gone.
~
hay. maliligo na ako. babu.
Natuyuan ata ako ng likod. Sobrang init kasi e. Tapos pakiramdam ko ang hirap huminga. Baka matuloy na yung sakit na kahapon ko pa nararamdaman ah. huwag naman sana. Dahil gusto kong mag-enjoy ngayong summer. ayaw kong magkasakit.
~
Nakabasa ako ng magandang one-shot ngayon galing sa shinhwa-sarang. Ang galing. Astig. Eto:
One Missed Call by Michele aka MrsLeeMinwoo@Shinhwa-sarang forums
It was she who started it. She saw him the first time in one of her lessons and she found him interesting. Being curious as she was, she made friends with him then falling in love with him. The pit she fell into was huge. She was insanely in love. They were apart by 3 years but age didn’t matter. All she knew, she loved him.
[Girl’s POV] How I wish you would just start talking to me. I can’t just keep taking the first step. I don’t want to lose you in the end. I have to do this. I don’t want to regret later on. Regrets are one of the worst emotions to actually experience on earth. Please… just respond.
[Boy’s POV]I know how desperate you are to get my attention. You think I don’t know? I do. I know. I can feel your presence everytime I see you. I love to have you around. You always bring joy with that smiling face of yourself. I can feel that you love me but I’m confused about my feelings.
Sent Text Message from Girl[Whenever you don’t want to reply my messages, at least give me a miss call. At least I know that you received my message and you can leave me to think by myself. I can start thinking things like you are not free or don’t want to reply or even the simplest reason that is you received the message]
Finally some time later, the got together without anyone knowing except their close friends. It started with the girl text messaging and calling the guy. And then… the guy responded. He started to realize, he was falling in love with her too. Time was running out. If he wanted this relationship, he had to start taking the first step. He decided.
Sent Text Message from Boy[I’ve decided. From the first day, I knew you were someone special. Although it’s a little too late but I finally realized, you are the one for me. Will you be mine? I can’t promise forever but for now I’ll love and treasure you.]
Soon… the day she feared was coming, the day where the guy had to leave school. She was in tears. He was in pain but what could they do? They promised each other that they would see other at least once a week. They decided they would try their best to maintain the relationship.
Sent Text Message from Girl[I missed you. It had been so long ever since we saw each other. Although its only one week but it feels like a century. I hope you have been taking care of yourself. I love you.]
Received : A missed call from Boy.Sent Text Message from Girl[It has been one month. Why aren’t we seeing each other? I tried calling you but you never ever picked up the phone. Call me. I missed you.]Received : A missed call from Boy.
Sent Text Message from Girl[I haven’t been seeing nor talking to you for almost a year. You haven’t been answering my messages and only replying with miss calls. Are you that busy? Does it take that much to just give me a call? What is wrong with you?]
Received : A missed call from Boy.
Sent Text Message from Girl[This is going to be the last time I’m sending you a text message. I’m going overseas to study. If you don’t want to talk to me anymore, just tell me. I will leave. Don’t leave me here in confusion. Please… ]
Received : Text Message from Boy[Tomorrow. 6pm. Leaf Café.]
The girl who was lost in confusion and shock for the past year decided to go.
When she arrived, she saw her boyfriend’s friend sitting there.
She saw a white porcelain jar sitting on the table.
She went closer.
He typed something in the phone he was holding, stood up and pushed the white jar towards her.
Her phone was alerted with a received text message.
Received : A Text Message from Boy[I won’t speak. Here on the table, this jar is filled with your boyfriend’s ashes. He died last year from cancer. He didn’t promise you forever because he knew that he was going to die soon. He didn’t want to hurt you. His last words to me were to return you a miss call whenever you messaged him. He said that a miss call can at least let you know he received the message. He loved you a lot. He really did.]
Sent : A Missed Call to Boy.She didn’t know what to reply, how to reply, who to reply.
She was lost.
He patted her shoulder and walked away from her.
It pained her. It pained her so badly. Even when he was going to die, he instructed his friend to miss call everytime she messaged him just to not worry her. She felt the anger and hurt inside. The negative emotions were all clogging up. It was like all mashed up and it resulted her to just drop to her knees to cry. He left her. She couldn’t feel his presence anymore.
He was gone.
~
hay. maliligo na ako. babu.
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